Memory lane

As long as i stand glaring out in the sky
the best of them memories she left behind
I reminisce, every second, deep down and i cry
the blueness of them lies, hidden behind
the fake smile of her face the redness divined 
permeating the aroma, of elation in my mind
she gave me the slip, i slipped into the bad times
her unvivid presence taunts me,
my solitariness haunts me 
i'm afraid i've become insane
i'm obsessed and now it pains
her presence inside me in the form of hate
now my body my soul, it aches
i close my eyes, i disconnect,
the two worlds and roll back
i bulldoze a road just to connect
to that soul, my soul that she's wrecked
i keep strolling and i fatigue
i don't stop only 'cos i'm weak
i sweat and i weep, the state of mind is only bleak
i walk down this memory lane, those memories and i seek 
i fumble my way through the cataclysm, i tremble as i breathe
and then i wake up as if i was falling
i'm wetter than when i was hauling
my body has become heavier, floundering even crawling
see your farewell didn't do me fair baby
i swear in my despair, you were the only lady
i ever loved and will always do, until i carry
the burden of mere 'living' until the day that i'm buried

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