Dead and Gone

These places are so mocking me I reminisce here we used to be
all these memories equivocal you see the grief that she bequeathed
man these spasms are so frightening as franticly i breathe
but then then happy again i be the happiness she made me feel
she brought excitement in my life and now i cry it no more be
cos no more be the real me and no more be that ecstasy
embracing her was like I backing up the vital parts of me
now baby that she's gone that 'living piece' is out of me
and as i walk a deafening silence is all the blind can see
im lost in my mind and now im going out of it, if i'm here
what makes my status worse is holding each and all a tear
like a balloon full of emotions the commotions should i bear
it will be no longer that i burst hysterically now medically i fear
i'm getting goosebumps now my bruises numb and i don't feel the pain
of losing her cos now i'm losing me i envisage i shan't remain
my conscience dieing, my body dieing my mind is no more mine
the best healer were not time, if the victim were not ready
till i become a fossil fuel baby gone im already!

Comments

  1. Jatin BhattDecember 13, 2010 at 4:54 AM

    Well you talk about people and talk about their griefs. Here is where you feel you veins crippling your heart when it opens up to let the agony flow through your body unrestrained !! It can sometimes also be read in words. And when you do it, there is no way to describe the feeling.

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